My Consciousness Wasn’t Developed Overnight

ᴍʏ ᴄᴏɴꜱᴄɪᴏᴜꜱɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴡᴀꜱɴ’ᴛ ᴅᴇᴠᴇʟᴏᴘᴇᴅ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ɴɪɢʜᴛ…
I have spent the last decade strictly ???????????, ???????????? and ????????? my ?????????????.
I have spent the last three decades being supremely tested in all 4 areas of my life:
☑️ Finances, Career and Money ?
☑️ Love and Relationship ?
☑️ Health and Vitality ?
☑️ Creative Expression ? ? ?️ ✨
Not only was I ??????, but it was ???????? of me to ????? ??? ??? ???????????? ?????? that were keeping me asleep to my own ????? ✨
Was it easy? Fuck no.
???????? ?????? ? NEVER are.
We are born into a simulation world where everything is ???????? and we are ?????????? since birth and ?????? to give and source our divine ????? ⚡ of a power away.
We grow up in a fake world where the majority of people and our loved ones are living artificial lives.
We literally are the “?????????? ????????????” that is waking up in ?????????????.
So this ????????? work is ????.
Think about it, especially if you were born/raised in the USA: The artificial environment in the form of cities with buildings, hospitals, artificial bright LED lights, loud noises, technology, school/programming, adults so disconnected/traumatized and living inauthentic lives… ?
Imagine how traumatizing this is to our soul when we come in directly from being ??? with ?????? into this artificial life without even a sacred welcoming ritual ceremony upon our entry into this world.
There is no community, no tribe and no Mother (Nature) to be welcomed and nurtured into this realm of existence…
Just our entry itself into this world was ????????? ?? that we forgot who the fuck we ???????? are.
I know I sure as hell (literally) did.
I was born into poverty, unresolved intergeneration and childhood trauma which just created and recreated more trauma over and over again, to make matters more advanced.
After the chaotic childhood I managed to survive, I ran away from home… only to find myself as a young woman looking for love in all the wrong places.
Not only did I search high and low for love and acceptance outside of myself but I also created for myself a series of toxic (and what could have been deadly) relationship cycles with different men.
Unbeknownst to me at the time, the pathetic identity of the “beautiful, sweet, intelligent girl who couldn’t find true love for the life in her” (which I was playing out) was all due to my powerful ingrained ???????????? ???????? ??????? of:
“? ???’? ??????”
“????? ???? ?? ????????? ????? ???? ??,” and
“?’? ?????????.”
These ???? ???????? (which were indeed ???????? ?? ???????) were a deadly recipe for wanting to exit this realm.
The self ?????????? was real AF.
The best-part is that all of the frustration, pain and suffering I went through is the very thing that forced me to demand ????? from life.
It forced me to go so fucking deep within myself, to take full responsibility of my mindset, to heal my emotions, to stop giving my power away, to KNOW myself and to liberate myself by reclaiming my true identity.
Of course this work isn’t for the weak…
It’s for ???????? ???? as it will initiate the God out of you.
And in the presence of the God (you) realized, the laws of the material world do not ??‍♀️ apply…
That’s why people who live steadfastly at a place of ???-????????????? can perform ????????. They can ?????? on demand.
I don’t know about you, but I AM a ?????????? ambassador of ????? and EVERYTHING is provided ?????????? to me, all I have to do is show up.
I refuse to get sick (again) and develop any unnecessary dis-ease in my life…
And that only happens when we live an ?????????? ??????????? life where our entire existence is a ?????? ????????.
If you are ready to ??????? ???? ?????, ?????? ???? ????????, and ?????? ? ??? ???? (from the inside) intentionally in order to have a new life on the outside (new you becomes new life) DM ? me.
You matter and it is ???? for you to be and create ??????????.

Aurora Esmeralda

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